Today is rainy and dreary-perfect day to stay holed up in the bed with the covers pulled to the nose
It’s 6:23AM and I already have no motivation
My blog will suck because nothing interesting has occurred that is worth sharing
I did have a glimmer of excitement when I came in because I saw a box of CRUNCH BERRIES on the cabinet
BUT I am alas trying to eat healthy and stuff
Next week will be THE RETURN TO THE GYM
I can only let my body go so much. Not to sound vain but I like my body.. and not to sound conceited but others like it too
So hey I guess if my personality sucks and all else sucks..I can be long lean eye candy
Plus I don’t want to be that person who people see and are like “oh you ummm ./…” and they are at a loss for words BUT in reality they are thinking wow you gained weight
Instead of “wow-you are the same size or you look good”
BUT that’s just aspect
So today’s blog was supposed to be dedicated to a certain someone and they know who they are so here goes
I met this chick..maybe I will call her a dime (lol) ok sorry let me not try to make this a rap
Sometimes in our lives someone comes along who completely makes our world colorful and full of sheer inappropriate amusement
Often times the laughs and snickers are at the expense of fat people or fashion offenders or just the seriously stupid and challenged of the world
But it’s nice to not have to censor yourself or walk on eggshells with someone
It’s nice to have that sisterly bond when someone understands you and can see your face and know the exact sadistic and cruel thought running through your head
They say the world is full of cynics but come on –EVERYONE loves a cynic-we are funny and entertaining
And you throw in a pinch of sarcasm –it makes us irresistible
Beyond our laughs and snarky comments and remarks she gives great advice and is always a great listener
Ok so because I am in my dark evil mood …I will have to continue this later
But my advice to everyone on a serious note is to take advantage of today-carpe diem
I came home the other day to find paramedics and police at my neighbors house and unfortunately he passed
Now he was older but he reminding me of my grandfather and I was just getting to know him…I was his cigarette runner
But it makes me so sad because he died alone and I don’t know the circumstances but that just breaks my heart
I am not good in dealing with death, I hate funerals, I never recovered from my grandmother’s
I never know what to say to people. I feel awkward when saying condolences –just the whole idea concept and I don’t care that it’s life and etc
So I say all that to say-build great memories with people. Make each day better than the last..don’t try to fix something tomorrow fix it NOW
Hug longer..kiss more..love harder..anything and everything you can do to make someone world’s brighter because ultimately it will be better for you
