so its my first day back to work
i came in with a great attitude and i was expecting to have a first day that was quiet and uneventful
i guess im just not that lucky-because its 7:33am and i'm already wishing i were back in bed
i had 225 emails waiting for me just in ONE mail box-i had 10 missed called and 8 messages on my phone
i'm not trying to be a baby about this but i wish people were more sympathetic to the fact that for over a week i have only been living on jello and applesauce-so i dont have the best level of energy and maybe just some extra TLC would be nice
im hungry-REALLY really REALLY hungry and of course the smells of bacon and pop tarts and cinnamon raising bagels permeating from the kitchen are NOT helping my cause and I dare not look into my snack drawer-i know my butter pretzels are serenading me right now
but my DH made me jello so eventually that's what I will be consuming along with lots of water
i cant get a good night's sleep because i wake up coughing which clearly i am not supposed to do so i try very gingerly to cough because when i am not sipping water every few minutes my throat gets dry and then the feeling of gasoline burning in my throat is back
so i try to not cough and i try to swallow but its a constant struggle plus the fact that my stomach grumbles and grumbles in defiance KNOWING i cant appease it
so yes i am here at work tired from lack of sleep, hungry from lack of filling food, and just a tad on the miserable side
i have my 5 year investigation meeting today or part of and apparently they have already been out doing interviews because my ex informed me that he had just spoken with them
and tomorrow i have a team meeting and then its someone's party-hmmm i wonder if they will be serving jello-oh maybe i just wont go
i hope i am not sounding like i feel sorry for myself because i dont-but hopefully everyone will just be a bit nicer to me today
