Sitting here outside the spa about to go indulge but I was just overcome by the feeling and emotion of how small I am in this world and yes my loved ones think I'm funny and other things but what is my bigger contribution...what am I doing in this world to make it a better place ...do I have any selfless contribution to the world ..to the next generation that appears hopeless....we can walk around existing....but i want more...I want to leave footprints...positive ones....maybe its my other halfs impending birthday and feeling like the world is so much bigger than me and us n...sigh
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