its been awhile

so i have been very josh like in neglecting my blog

so lets see if i can do a quick catch up

#1-i am at my desk tired and ready for a nap

i have had this lovely asthma/allergy cough for the past week and its keeping me up at night-hence the tiredness and ready to go home and crawl under my soft blanket and not have to get up until i'm ready

#2-i have not been to yoga in a week and my body is not happy-and i just hope i dont revert back to my old body -lol


i saw eclipse yesterday-LOVED IT-even though if i were directing it-i would lose that stupid PG 13 rating but i also realize who its geared towards-for all the adults who do love it there are a trillion tweenies and their parents so from a financial standpoint i guess the disney rating sticks
BUT it was good and there were still some hot moments that took me back
to being a teen with those more than urgent feelings

so lets see sick, movie, no yoga-what else!

i cant think-im too tired
sorry for the crappy blog

oh i do want to add one thing i heard today that i was like WOW
a friend of mine from high school who now resides in the Big Easy-she and her husband just departed for a multi country vacation they are in Tokyo now than australia and i think quite a few other places-the best part of all this is that they left July 1st through September
i LOVE LOVE that they are going away for 2 months to travel-
i love that they are taking that time for themselves and each other
and wow to travel internationally for months

cool stuff

Morning greetings

So here is two days post root canal and still no pain still no drugs-i think its safe to say I won't feel any and that I'm fine! Yay!

So today is our work bbq-well one of the committees I'm on we host 4 socials a year-funny this year my old boss Angie is the chair and the same BS she was doing with me-she is trying and doing with the rest of the group and funny thing people now want to quit-once the season comes where we can opt out there are multiples leaving. This committee is a activities board its a collateral duty and yet she thinks its a dictatorship
Only her ideas are good if your opinion doesn't fit with her vision she dismisses you

At this point I just smile inside

So had a great evening-went to yoga
Love my wednesday class with my instructor Kwame-his class leaves me sore but feeling like I'm working hard towards a lean sculpted body like his
I corrected him during class-he said while we were in warrior 1 forever-he goes feel the heat building-i told him its not heat-its PAIN
I see some words are interchangeable-heat-burn-PAIN
My thighs feel it today but that just means I'm closer to legs like tina turner arms like angela basset and a ass like Joshua Holmes-lol



Have a great thursday-i love you all
Stay cool-stay hydrated-stay kind-be the person you should be-be a person people will have nothing but good to speak of
Don't just live for yourself-live for those around you
We are not islands and if we want people to be around us-we need remember that in the way we treat them

Oh sidebar-im gearing up for me and my brothers bar crawl in July-josh is super excited-i EVEN picked out a special dress-pics will follow!


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Yoga and root canal

So let my start by saying I do not mean to be judgey by this but I will not return to a tuesday 1230 yoga class with Bob its filled with all the know it all yogis who are doing stuff like extra poses and asking questions like Bob so should we be feeling it here knowing they already know the answer
I feel like if you are doing all that then get out the yoga 1 class and go to a advanced class

#2 my dentist is the bomb because my procedure was at 830 am check out the photos and knock on wood I'm still numb and feeling NADA

What a day
Now I'm calm from yoga-tooth fixed and chilling with Bella the brat!

What a tuesday!

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Post revival

So I know I am probably wrong when I start this by saying I am channeling my inner Josh-but in my defense my brothers evil runs deep and I'm the youngest and impressionable

So first while I was in church I couldn't help but think IF josh were here he would say the choir is like a gang in a church a fraternity so to speak and that its comprised of all the drama major dance minors from high school

These are the most animated people-like they are on stage acting-that would be his keen observation

Now MINE was that the guest minister #1 HAS to be an Alpha-he reminded me of a cross between Josh Fred and their other lb Joe Jackson-if this man was not an Alpha and a IB Alpha at that-man oh man!

So the more I stared at this josh fred hybrid I started to think how much josh can make me mad more than ANY other person (although Ray is holding his own at #2 or maybe 1.5) but while I was thinking how much he makes me mad all I could think about was how much I love him and how so much of me is him and then I thought how God has given women the power more than man to LOVE

We women love so SO hard-and its so evident with my husband and my brother-they know which buttons to push and all the shortcuts to me losing it and anger highway and yet I can't imagine my life without them

And that I know is a gift from God-others are easy to love-josh and ray-PURE CHALLENGES


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almost THAT day

so good morning-i just changed the look of my blog-hopefully the new sittings will be effective immediately

so lets see whats up with me-well i am at work-its a slow day-its nice to have these every so often again-i remember just a mere month ago-i was at work stressing and now there is calm again-i am able to come in do my work-take care of my other collateral duties and leave here with peace of mind

tonight i have millions of errands to run-i may not make it to my favorites place (yoga district) but i am going to try-after work i have to run by the airport pick up a rental car-long story short-my car is being fixed tomorrow-then detailed and having my windshield replaced on saturday and a girl needs transportation-and then tonight at 7pm i plan to attend church
i need it and i will be there-so if i can fit it in i plan to go to 5-6pm yoga class-
last night i went and Kwame started off by saying he would take it easy because of his lack of sleep BUT
man he lied-beautiful liar-we held poses and transitioned into poses that caused me to have to curse him under my breath-and i told him so after

BUT today as i check out my legs-i'm like WOW-so worth it-i hadn't noticed any major physical changes yet besides the looking longer and leaner BUT the definition is starting to kick it-THANK YOU!!!


so an old acquaintance is getting married in a few weeks-i am conflicted-i would be happy if this person were marrying anyone BUT who they are marrying-i know that sounds effed up BUT the person he is marrying was someone who stepped, stomped, and kicked all over this person-she played cruel cruel games and in general did some unforgivable acts-the bond between these two folks is a kid-
now this is 2010 and i am a firm believer in-a kid may turn out better seeing healthy happy relationships versus their parents fighting and being nasty to one another

another great mind said some people like to be miserable and that they deserve one another-i cant help but think however, as wack as this guy may be-i really wish he'd found a nice young lady who wouldn't exploit his niceness who would genuinely love him opposed to a gold digging materialistic NUT!

and yes he allows it but i think there is a moral pull based on the kid NOT the mother-i mean NONE of his family even likes her based upon the history

but what to do-people will do what they want
no matter how messed up crooked or screwy

sigh-now where is my zen!

Next stop-slow flow yoga

After two days off I am gearing up for practice at five pm-this is the first class I went to with my instructor Kwame-the 6 ft 4 guy with locs who is like 3 percent body fat and he is not a vegan asked

So I'm excited to go and continue to grow-he he sorry was trying to rhyme

But happy hump day do something great for yourself make today better than yesterday
Make someone smile
Remember WHAT and WHO are important in your life and let that be the compass in which in treat them

Keeping it short
Me
Love laugh and more love

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Early

Sigh-i know it sounds silly but I think 30 minutes can make a huge difference when getting up in the morning
I'm struggling this far but I have a hair appt and then yoga-not going to practice 2 days in a row was not an option

So last night I bathed in my new philosophy body wash-its the chocolate collection-dark-milk-and white chocolate-YUM nevertheless I smelled yummy followed with some honey dry oil-walking dessert

So my zen was rocked a bit but I think I have it back-work is better-im back with my original boss so the work stress is gone and I can focus on just being a government worker minus the BS

So-i know its an optimistic idealistic thought but I just heard the song EASY LIKE SUNDAY MORNING
I can't help to wonder why it can't always be that carefree-why things change-where that element and rose colored glasses of the first love gets lost to jadedness and cynical thoughts
Why can't it always be easy like a sunday morning-a rent there enough other obstacles
Just a thought-a mere idea

Love and peace and clear minds
Yoga princess (hahaha)
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